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Friday, February 28, 2014

Lesson 21 - Knowing

Have you ever met that person who seemed to know everything?  And by “seemed to know everything” I mean, they acted like a know-it-all?  And you wanted to harm them regularly and endlessly?
Perhaps you see them coming and you roll your eyes as you groan quietly because you know what is coming.  They will engage you in a conversation, and no matter what you say, they will claim to know more, or claim that you are incorrect, or both, and proceed to dazzle you with information that not only is suspect, but in many cases you are 100% certain is actually incorrect.
Ya.  You know exactly who I’m talking about.  You probably immediately had someone come to mind the moment you began reading that description.
It is entirely possible that this describes me as a younger person.  Or now.  Probably both.  But much more so when I was young.
You can’t prove otherwise.  Umm…
I remember one time when I was pretty young, I think 8 or 9, I was over at my grandparents house while my parents were away doing something that didn’t involve me.  And I, as all children, made sure I had all my prized possessions with me to ensure my time there was not full of the boring.
One item in particular that I had with me was a car magazine.  I didn’t read a ton of books at that point, but I read car magazines in the same manner as an alcoholic consumes, well, you know.  They were my favorite things.  Cars, and anything that talked about cars.
The issue I had was Car and Driver’s “Complete Automotive Lineup” edition.  What that means is, it contained in it all the cars offered by all the car companies relevant to America, with brief outlines of what they were and a statistics portion detailing all the goodies you want to know.
As far as I was concerned it was, in fact, the greatest thing ever printed on paper.  Or anything else for that matter.  I wasn’t restricted to just learning about a couple cars at a time, I could learn about all the cars being sold that year.  
It was glorious.
I read that magazine non-stop.  I poored through it.  Breathed it in.  I memorized every page.  Every car, every contour, every specification.  I could tell you everything about every car in that magazine.
As I sat at grandma’s table reading through the magazine, again, grandpa came home from work and saw me flipping through it.  He came over and looked at one particular page containing a Cadillac Eldorado and said, “Wow, those Coupe Deville’s sure are nice.”
I said, “No grandpa, that is an Eldorado.”
He said, “No, I’m pretty sure that’s a Coupe Deville.”
I said, “It’s an Eldorado.  I know it is.”
He said, “I’m sorry, I’m quite positive that it is a Coupe Deville.”
Believe it or not, this went on till we were both angry and he finally just walked away.
But I didn’t care.  I knew I was correct.  I knew everything in this magazine.  To prove it to myself I looked back at the magazine and scanned down to the car and read it’s name.
Cadillac Coupe Deville.
I was confused.  How could it be a Coupe Deville?  I had memorized everything here.  I knew what a Coupe Deville looked like and what an Eldorado looked like.  How could I have gotten this wrong?  
Of course, it had never occurred to me during that entire argument to look at the actual name of the vehicle.  I was so self assured of my knowledge it had never crossed my mind to double check.
I thought I knew.
While I am sure none of you have ever taken it that far, I’m sure you have experienced that moment of befuddlement when you realized something you were so sure of wasn’t what you thought at all.  It happens to everyone eventually.  Over time we begin to realize that we really don’t know all that much at all.  As we mature, we accept that it’s best to double and triple check our facts before we stick our heads too far into the noose.
When it comes to the fact in life, and often even of life, we know that there isn’t too much that we can truly know for certain.  At least, not in the details.
But I want to share something that I believe you can know without even a hint of doubt.  It is illustrated quite well in the lesson of the seed.
However, to tell that story, I have to tell you a different one first.
How many of you have ever heard of “physics”?  Yes, yes.  I’m kidding.  Of course you all know what that is.
There is a pretty knew theory in physics called The Amplituhedron Theory.  I’m not going to bore you with all the details.  You can look it up and read all about it.  It is changing the way physicists look at the universe in a number of fundamental ways.  One of those ways is how we view time and space.
If you are a physics geek I both applaud you and then ask your patience with me and forgiveness as I proceed to butcher the idea here.
Up until now, physics has maintained that time and space are fundamental components of reality.  However, with the discovery of a new geometric math model for doing calculations, they are beginning to believe that time and space are NOT fundamental components of reality.  They are not the CAUSE of anything.  They are more akin to an EFFECT.  They are dependent upon other factors.  And depending upon those factors, may not be what we think they are.
This is a big deal.  Time isn’t what we think it is.
The calculations are so good, they have been able to simplify their math from multiple pages full of equations down to a single sentence.
And they work.  More importantly, they work better.
This is huge in the world of physics.
What does this have to do with the seed?  Let me try to pull this together for you.
Have you ever taken a small seed, let’s say an apple seed, and really thought about what it is?  Inside that seed contains everything needed to grow an entire tree full of seed containing apples.  The entire blueprint for that tree is inside that seed.  All you need is water and dirt.  The tree is just waiting to come out.  All of it’s energy and potential is all there inside that tiny seed.
For those of you who are Bible readers, you have probably read the verse about “having the faith of a mustard seed, and you could make the mountains jump into the ocean.”  If you haven’t read the Bible, there is a verse that says this.  Now, you don’t have to believe in the Bible to get the point I’m working toward.  But if you do, maybe this will be fun.  Or you will disagree.  In which case, I’m sure I’m right always about everything and shut up.  (I think we covered my know-it-all tendencies earlier.  Please forgive me.)
Normally this verse gets interpreted with the idea that all you need is faith the size of the a mustard seed (or apple seed?) and you could do crazy impossible things.  But I would like to suggest that is not what Jesus meant.  If you are a Greek scholar, you will note that there is nothing in the original text that implies size.  Neither does the English.  We just assume so because we assume we understand the greater context.
Let’s go back to time.  Even though physics is just now beginning to suggest that time isn’t what we think it is, the ancient spiritual disciplines have been saying that for millennia.  That time isn’t what we think it is.  That time is an illusion and that the reality is something else.  Now, we can argue if they are really meaning the same thing.  It isn’t my point.
The entire life of that tree is written inside that seed.  It “knows” what it is.  The Greek word for “faith” also implies “knowing”.  That seed “knows” what it is.  From a certain temporal, or perhaps extra-temporal, perspective (one could argue that Jesus speaking as God would have this perspective, should you believe in Jesus),one would know that the seed does NOT know that it is going to become a tree.
The seed “knows” that it already is the tree.
There is no “doubt” in that seed.  The period of growth is irrelevant.  The seed IS the tree.  And, if you prescribe to the idea that all time is actually one moment, then it become literally true.  But I’m not pushing that one way or the other.  It’s again, not the point.
Whether you believe in a creator and design or whether you believe in reactive evolution, humans are so much more than we see ourselves as.  You are so much more than you see yourself as.  You can be so much more.  The potential of what a human is capable of is profound and mind boggling.  The things that science is learning every day about the capability and potential of the human being is breathtaking in it’s wondrousness.
But the truth isn’t in knowing what you could become.  That is not the lesson of the seed.
     We need to know that we already are.


Friday, December 20, 2013

Lesson 12 - The Tying of the Cat

People believe some crazy stuff.  Of course, they don’t think their belief is crazy.  We never think our belief is crazy.  But everyone has something they believe is true that others might consider wacky.
I had a student who is more than old enough to know better who was convinced that a girl could get pregnant all by herself simply by doing complex gymnastics moves.  I have met full grown adults who believe that if you go Trick-or-Treating on Halloween that you will immediately become possessed by a demon.  Then there are the parents who won’t allow their kids within 3 miles of a movie theater because they are “evil”, but will sit at home and watch gory horror films about demons and witches with their kids.  Same said parents won’t let same said kids watch Disney animated movies because they are also “evil.”
Seriously.
And, please, don’t read anything into those examples about what I believe or don’t believe about these things.  I think I’ve made my proclivity towards sci-fi, action, and fantasy clear by now.
The point is, people believe some interesting things.  It causes us to wonder where they picked that up from?  Where did they learn that?  Why do they believe that?  Who taught them that?  Why choose to die on that hill, and not another?
Let me tell you a story.  We are about at that point in this post, yes?  However, just to be upfront with you, this is a completely fictional story.  Also, for the sake of honesty and integrity and other words that end in “y”, I did not create this story.  So, if you have heard it before, I apologize if I don’t tell it the way you had heard it before.  This story is about the point more so than the details.
Once upon a time long ago there was a Rabbi.  For those who don’t know, “Rabbi” is simply the Hebrew word for “teacher”.  This Rabbi was in charge of one of the weekly prayer gatherings in his area.  The Rabbi took great pride in making sure everything was organized well and ran smoothly.
One day just as he had gotten things started in his prayer gathering, a cat snuck into the room.  As everyone was trying to pray and be focused, this cat began whining and meowing and making all manner of racket.  This made the Rabbi not happy.  He tried to catch the cat but could not.  It stayed out of his grasp as would hide behind random objects in the room.  The cat had ruined his good planning.
The next week, the Rabbi started up his prayer session again deciding to shake off the last weeks travesty of a spiritual gathering.  But just as he thought things were going good, he discovered the cat had come back and snuck in as it began to screech and whine just as loudly as the week before.  Angry, the Rabbi again tried to catch that cat, but once again he failed.
The next week he decided to be smarter than the cat.  He arrived earlier than usual making sure everything was in order, and then proceed to hide outside and wait to see if the cat would show up.  His patience and planning paid off.  The cat showed up right on schedule and the Rabbi snatched it up before it could sneak inside.  Being the kind man that he was, he didn’t harm the cat, but instead tied it to a tree just out side of where they were meeting.  Once the meeting was over, he released the cat and let it go on its way.
The next week he did the same thing.  He waited, caught the cat, tied it to a tree, and then released it after the meeting.  And so it was that every week he continued to do this just to keep the cat from sneaking in and disrupting the meeting.
Unfortunately, the Rabbi was an old man and some time later, he died.  His disciples loved him and tried to honor him by taking over his weekly prayer session.  As such, they made sure there was someone waiting outside to catch that cat.  They would do so, tie it to the tree, and then release it after the meeting.
Well, after a number of years, the inevitable happened.  The cat grew old and also died.  The Rabbi’s disciples knew exactly what to do.
They bought a new cat.
Every week they would take the new cat and tie it to the tree.  The disciples did this week after week, year after year until finally that cat grew old and died at which point they would find another cat.  The tradition passed from disciple to disciple for generations until finally the tree itself died.
Undeterred, the distant followers of the Rabbi simply planted a new tree in the same spot so they could continue to tie a cat to it.
And so, for generations upon generations, the followers tied a cat to the tree every week as the Rabbi had done.  As time passed, books were written about the Tying of the Cat.  They talked about the meaning of the cat and the symbol of the tree and the significance of tying a cat to it and what it all meant and it’s implication on life and God and salvation.
All because some dude didn’t want a cat screwing up his meeting.
People believe some crazy things.  But what matters even more than what they believe is why they believe it and how they came to believe it.
As I mentioned last week, motive is everything.  Intention is everything.  What you do is important, but why you do it is much more important.  The “why” always dictates the “what”.
The reality is that, most of us don’t really know why we do what we do or believe what we believe.  When I ask people, the most common answer I get is “I heard from (insert random non-expert: here).”  The internet.  A TV show or movie.  Their grandmother.  Their parent.  Some person in a random conversation they were close to.  Sometimes they don’t even remember where they heard it.
And yet, they insert it directly into their belief system and regular practice with out ever having sought out it’s purpose or validity or usefulness.
It becomes belief without motive.  At least, not their motive.  And as such, their own motives become muddy and uncertain because they begin to live at cross purposes with their own motives, intentions, and desires… and those of someone else who wasn’t anymore in the know than they were.
If you as a person do not choose to take control of who you are as a person, what you believe and why you believe it, you will always be living at cross purposes with yourself and never be truly fulfilled in life.  Choose to know what you know.  Find the reality obscured by the myth.
Set yourself free.
     Otherwise, all you will be doing is tying a cat to a tree and you won’t even know why.